Friday, February 12, 2010
La la on the bathroom floor.
The other day I was looking up something on my girlfriend's computer and when I opened the Internet browser it was opened to porn. Lesbian porn for those who were wondering what she likes in case you didn't know.
And shockingly I was not pissed. It totally turned me on in a weird way. And she was not embrassed at all. She was totally comfortable with the fact. Of course she explained that she needed to make herself feel good because I had left her itching for something because we could not go home together (if you catch my drift). So I was also super proud of myself that I have that type of power.
Everyone deserves to feel good. And if I have the inability to do it for any reason then why not. But back to the topic at hand.
I guess I would rather my girlfriend read my Internet history oppose to my mother. I got nothing to hide from her (my girlfriend) but there are somethings I believe mothers should just not know.
Confidence is super sexy. And so is being comfortable with ones self.
So bring on the "embrassing moments".
Monday, January 11, 2010
Can you over come the past if everyone keeps putting you there?
I kissed a girl and I fucking liked it.
Buffy Summers Reporting:
I thought I was past at least most of lives 1st especially in the sexual identity department…
Lets preface the fact that I have been called every variation of the word slut, which really is funny. Doggie Howser M.D. was my first real crush which makes me a quarter century or wait older—still love a dork. Golden rule, glasses + smart, never a disappointment, very eager to learn.
I know enough about boys lets discuss this gay shit….
I haven’t always been liberal to the point of abolishing “typically gender roles” but wow GAYS YOU ROCK…cause people refuse to open their eyes to the choice of two consenting adults to fuck, forget fall in love. YES, I’m aware that some people have religious views & bullshit that conflicts my answer. Get over your uptight crap. But why can’t we all just get over it, it’s like the year 2010 and society can’t even respect each other yet. Get over it, its just love, its just sex, its just pot, it is just fucking fun—live a little.
Now at my crossroads of my new sexually horizon cause if you didn’t get the memo I kissed and girl and fucking liked it enough to say I totally have a girlfriend. I find myself comfortable, and I like that. Do I have a civil union and invetro in my future—who knows? Do any of us know anything for sure? Fuck it I’m busy: busy enjoying life.
“What is straight? A line can be straight, or a street, but the human heart, oh, no, it's curved like a road through mountains.” ~Tennessee Williams, A Streetcar Named Desire, 1947
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Best Tip Ever!
Now where am I going with this? Well let's look at the title of this post. The best tip ever! So what was so amazing that made my cold heart melt to liquid heat? The answer. A gentleman and his son (probably four years old) came into my store today and before his father ordered his beverage the little boy pulls out a Spiderman sticker and says "This is for you." I thanked him with real graditude and said that Spiderman was amazing but he should check out X-Men and then I asked him if I should wear the sticker. He said if I felt like it I could. I said okay and took his father's money.
Then as they were walking to pick up the father's drink I decided that I would show the boy that I really liked what he gave me. So I said "Hey buddy, I am gonna wear it now." The kids face was one of utter shock, awe, and excitment. I was an adult that put on his childish sticker. I appricated it beyound belief. I made this kids day (or so I hope I did) and what he will never know is that he made mine. It's those little things that make me truly believe that the world just might be an okay place. There is hope.
The holidays are here. Channukah just ended and Christmas is around the corner. Holidays like Yule and Kwanzaa are over looked but they are still here and celebrated in their own ways.
I'm a big scrooge or grinch when it comes to all the smells, tastes, and sights of the holidays. I just don't like any aspect of it. But Spiderman Sticker kid might have given me a little holiday spirit. Let's be nice to our neighbors and families and our friends. Let's be nice to strangers and to everyone else.
Kind of makes me sick thinking about all this cheerful shit. Maybe I will start a little smaller. I will be nice to myself and see how it goes from there. World peace after self peace.
So this holiday season I ask everyone to give out their stickers and smiles and be like that four year old boy. And then maybe we can have world peace. But probably not. But it would still be nice to think it could happen.
Happy holidays UnRT readers. I love you all.
-Chelsea
Thursday, December 10, 2009
If you're a fly gal, then get your nails done. Get a pedicure, get your hair did.
It's your birthday.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
It's Contest Time
I want to hear your uncensored thoughts. That's right blog world I am creating UnRT's first contest. Send your uncensored thoughts to me and the lucky winner will be featured on UnRT (plus there could be a better prize when I think of it). Also feel free to send me topics you want to hear me rant and rave about.
Email your entries to csilver18@gmail.com by December 21st.
I will announce the winner by December 31st. So get excited and start recycling your thoughts for me.
Happy blogging.